Also, I made the decision to open myself up to requests. I can't seem to get inspired anymore...although it may have to do with only averaging 5 hours of sleep the past three months....


My FateAlone, I wander for grace for solace but only misery follows.My Fate
This blasted, this ravaged land this fiery furnace, a perfect landscape for a perfect sorrow.
I stumble along the sky a-fire, the ground molten, no relief in sight.
No, no. I see water. I see shade. I see happiness.
I move toward this oasis I see my friends I see my family of whom had disappeared long ago.
I move faster and faster and faster as if that would make it more real.
But as I get closer, &


When one is feeling alone....Surrounded by people, friends appear like faint sparks of light they come quickly but leave faster.When one is feeling alone....
Forever alone.
The lights disappear the world turns dark and gray leaving me in the dark and alone.
Forever alone.
Listless, I wander through life events pass me by I talk, I laugh, I joke but nobody stays.
Forever alone.
The weight The weight of the isolation it crushes me and never leaves
Forever alone.
I cry out "Somebody help me!" but they do not hear me &


Lunatical MurkReality flows in and out-a ghostly Mother peeking in at her feverish child Through the walls of the dark nursery.Lunatical Murk
Dreams take over slowly, gaining Power over the dreamer, who fears The nightmare the truth has become.
Flights of fantasy grow longer And landings are brief and terrifying- Crashes down on life's trampoline runways.
Life itself is fleeting, fleeing From the mind's own intoxicating Drug-understated, unknown-unreal.
Tactile sensations tether breaths Between gasps of bizarre visions Choking loudly, louder than fact. &
| If you know me, well I'm impressed...since even my family doesn't know me that well. I play the game of life with my cards held close to my chest. That's how I am. Robots == fun. |